Eternity, Purity, Curiosity.
– I’m an undergraduate at Universiteit Utrecht, BA: Media and Culture & Humanities Honours Programme ’27, a Chinese guy quite interested in transcultural studies and digital culture, while still figuring out the specifics. I’m also an ADHDer—you might notice it in the jumping logic and strange viewpoints within my essays.
– This slight-academic blog is currently made for the tutorial project of Honours Exploration Block 2, but I think I’ll keep it going after the course ends cause I kinda like free-writing. (Yes, I will pay 60 Euros per year for this…)
心如虚空容万物，性似琉璃照千江
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“All at Once”
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首先，这个加了引号的“自杀”并不是字面意义的结束生命，而是关于具有“自杀”特质的反应行为。我的生活中贯彻了“自杀”策略和本色的行为。在我写完这两句话的时候我感到身体发冷很慌张，我意识到我的文字是如此analytical，我不知道我会将这篇内容写成解离性障碍后的第三视角评论文章还是情感的抒发，我不知道是不是过于理性的写作工作与理性化情绪影响了我引以为傲的文字中的细腻。
Lavio Rens 
